So I feel recently like my structure (physical, metal and social) is getting weaker. There is something about the burst and I’m not sure what. I can’t work out if I’m putting too much pressure on myself or if I’m just being weak. Sometimes life just gets to you, you know?
So it’s September, and it seems summer has been and gone. Soon it’ll be October and my personal favourite time of the year. Yes, it’s my birthday, but it’s also an amazing time of year where the leaves change colour, soup for every meal becomes acceptable and I get to wear giant jumpers again. Autumn is a beautiful time of year and I love everything about it.
So I’m 27. I’ve got a great boyfriend. I’ve got a cat. I’ve got a great job. But..I’ve got Endometriosis. I’ve got anxiety. I’ve got depression.
And I’m going through the menopause.
Yes, you read that right. I’m going through the menopause. Induced, not natural. Its temporary, but man is it tough. I never expected this to happen but after 2 years of no Read More »
So two weeks ago, it was our anniversary. Thats right, Jack and I have been together for a full 6 years. Time flies right? Well now, I don’t know if I could imagine life without him. All his funny little quirks, the way he accepts mine, the way he looks after me when I’m sick and the way he breathes so weird when he sleeps (it annoys the hell out of me but when he’s not there I miss it – what can you do?).
So I started to notice articles recently which discuss and list reasons why their relationship or marriage has been successful. Most of them list the same or similar things. Respect, loving each other, accepting each other – they were the main themes that each article ran Read More »
Those of you who know me in real life know that I can be pretty wild. I know I’m considered an extrovert, like a drink or two, and have always been one of the last ones standing on a night out. I pretty much lived by ‘Go Hard or Go Home’. That is, until recently.
As some of you may know, I used to work in a restaurant. Scratch that, I used to live, breath and work a restaurant. I was there at least 5 days a week for a minimum of 52 hours a week, and said restaurant was 45 mins away from Cheltenham. On top of that I would go clubbing at least once a week (normally twice), see my friends at the pub at least once a Read More »
So 2017 has started, and what’s happened so far..? Well, luckily, there hasn’t been any major celebrity deaths (something I’m sure 2016 will be remembered for, for a very long time). Trump has be inaugurated to The White House, and Obama and Michelle are out *sobs heavily*. Woman’s March took place on Saturday (the day after Trump’s inauguration). Theresa May has taken a trade gamble with the EU and the single market. And its only the 23rd of the month.
In my reality, things are a little less imposing, but none the less, they’ve happened. Black Milk are now charging postage, which will mean customs will be a definite. Jack has gone Read More »
So I wanted to talk to you about all the things you can do to make yourself feel awesome! More often than not, when you’re feeling down, having a bad mental health day, not feeling 100% and all in all are in a bad place, then your doctors, magazines, friends, family will give you tips on self care. Number 1 tip – EXERCISE. Now if you can exercise, do it, it honestly will make you feel heaps better. But, if like me, you have episodes where something gets in the way that you have zero control over i.e. a chronic illness, then there are plenty of other things you can do to improve your mood. Its just finding the right balance!
Ok so to be honest, not much has happened since we last spoke, but I thought it was worth me doing a catch up post! Here are a few things that have happened since my last post…
- It’s been firework night! Luna was very well behaved and didn’t get spooked at all. Very proud of her!
- I’ve been playing with lots of makeup! I’ll show you some looks when I get a bit more confident with my face.
- Jack and I tidied the whole house. It’s super clean. It’s so beautiful.
- I went and worked at my old restaurant for a Saturday shift. That was fun, although I’m glad its not my full time job anymore.
- I’ve kept to my promise and not had any alcohol since 1st November. Go me!
I’ve got a couple of posts in the works, and am taking the time off work tomorrow for a tooth extraction (eek!) so I will have plenty of time to get some posts out to you all tomorrow! Until then, be good!
Ok so now its time for me to write a post I really don’t want to write, but think I better had. Its more of a pledge, if you will! In the recent months, I’ve discovered my hangovers are getting worse (2 day long at best), my endometriosis has been playing up and my mental health has been all over the place. I’ve also recently started passing out when I’ve drunk ‘too much’, but ‘too much’ is no where near the amount I could drink when I was 18 or 21. I am also constantly fueled by ‘the beer fear’ – that irrational fear you get the day after a heavy night out when you are unsure of who you saw or what you said to people, although its normally nothing at all.
Now I love a good wine, a pint of cider or a bottle of beer. I’m not too keen on spirits but a cocktail is always good. But for November, I’m deciding to give it all a miss. The intention is to have a completely clean month, and take a long hard look at the amount I can and should consume. Its not that I have a problem, I don’t drink every day or anything, and I could quite easily have a night out without booze. But I just feel for my own personal well-being, it’d be a really interesting experiment. Who knows? I might end up straight edge!
Any non-alcoholic drinks you can recommend me, send them my way!
So over the weekend, my family and I decided to head to Bristol and have a go at City Mazes. The idea is that you are locked in a room, and have to try to find your way out by completing a series of tasks over the space of 60 minutes. I got too caught up in the excitement to take pictures, and obviously I don’t want to ruin it for anyone else in the future, but here is a brief overview!